Funny Typos... Life Lessons.. and Me.

So, i just realized that my title for the last one was "The Frist..." instead of "The First". HA!

I forgot to warn you- i have dyslexic tendencies... fun.

*Sigh* I have a job now. Which is awesome on my part. I work at Romeo Life Skills... with mentally handicapped individuals. It's what I was doing in Kentucky, and now i feel more at home than i have in the year and a half i've been in Michigan.

Slowly, I feel like i'm losing my grip with reality. Like my mind is slowly repressing into some alternate state of being that I'm just not equipped for yet. And somehow, the rest of my body knows, and acknowledges it... but somehow, my SOUL has chosen not to accept it. It's weird, if you ask me. I haven't felt this way before, and it's a little hard to accurately describe what's going through my head right now.

I guess, starting an online journal, a blog... was my step at trying to slowly gain back my sanity. This is all i have to tell the rest of the world my story. To tell everyone what happened to me growing up, and why i am the way i am.

And with that... the next entry will ensue... with the beginning of my story.

Love always and forever,

Lindsay

aka: Hippo

The Frist Cut is the Deepest

So i thought alot about this blogging thing... and decided that maybe for once, i'll do something that might actually do me some good... instead of always making mistakes and being horrible.

So, my name is Lindsay.... i am a 21 year old BBW.  (For those of you who don't know what "BBW" stands for--  BBW= Big Beautiful Woman).  I'm sarcastic, sadistic, funny, random, and completely myself.  I suppose my problem is that people leave me to my own devices too often these days... which in turn makes me extremely vulnerable to bitchy tendencies.  I guess i can't help who i am... and will always be this way one way or another.

*sigh*  As of right now, i am in trouble with the "law"... for furnishing alcohol to minors... and am looking at spending time in jail lol.  Which, apparently, some people think will be good for me.  I don't know if i can do that.  I don't know how i'll survive.

I'm single... so if you wanna talk, hit me up- theoneandonlyhippo@gmail.com or theoneandonlyhippo@yahoo.com ... whichever. ;-) lol.

I don't really know what else to say for the moment... i guess i'll have to go reflect some more.

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Hippo...